29 / 12 / 2011 --- Untitle

Skyping with someone till late.

Was waking up on time, but off the alarm twice...
fall asleep, thought myself can be awake in later...

Once get up, holy...
I'm late...

Rushing brush teeth , washing face & clothes changing...
Run to mrt...
After upstair....
was looking a person who're looks familiar...

Ya, is your truly new lover for now on...
I knew he do recognise me...
Well... I don't know what had you talk bad or anything else about me to him...

Train arrive, go inside...
Yea, I do look at him up & down...
lol... sound like what...
In my heart & mind would think it scorn to...
how could he be... who's he..?
could let you fall for that much...?
Not tall, not good looking, not good taste in dressing...

Well well...
change a mind to think...
Wtf am I...
My heart & mind laugh at myself...
who you are ?
Do you think yourself really that good enough to compare with others?
NO...
I knew...

He could let you fall for...
for sure, has his own good way that I didn't have...
Ya... He's good to be...
I'm not..
=]



Well..........
was busying whole day....
Off work... walk to mrt station gonna take train home...
Was looking a pair of couple hand hold hand go downstair...

I really don't know why...
My mind my heart was afraid to hold someone hand...
I felt that being single is really much more better...
As what I had post the chinese post about 'if you're single'

Being single is good...
I'm not afraid to walk alone... being single do anything...
It been train to be tough when I'm still a child.
Live outside with granny only.

I really have not much childhood memories with family.
Just can view those childhood pictures & trying to flash back and think isn't really had happen this kind of thing ?

Ya, I can't blame anything or what else.
We're not rich... Parents was fight for our future life...
I knew...
Till secondary sch time, I broke my hand.
It's just start my life to go back home stay long.



I'm been usually all alone the time.
Have not much friend, when I really need someone to talk to.
I will out to balcony sit on the chair, talk with the sky & stars.
It's my life.
Just don't wish to bother or disturb anyone else.


Somemore, being so long for single in past & after break with you.
I really don't know how to communicate & mix in the person I like or admire.
Weird right.
Just try my best being good to treat all include my friends & buddies.



As grow up & facing too much...
You will feel & treat that....
all the thing is really doesn't matter....


Being single... being single...
I'm the person who are bored.. how to be..?
didn't bring back working news to tell another half due to don't wish to let another half worry much or anything...
just keep inside the heart...
Just don't wish to bother anyone...
I can afford it...

But somehow, this kind of thing I can talk with my friends...
Isn't any problem?
If I really lucky being love with someone...
Will I start to tell & talk everything to my another half...?

I think I need slowly change...
If I really been that lucky been love by someone...


Anyhow... I knew I need control myself not to dip in too fast & too dip...
Must remind myself... the end of the story...
Yeah... I should...
hhmm.... gambateh neh....

28 / 12 / 2011 ---- Unexpected

Should said is a happy or unexpected day ?


Yea, I do IM.
But lots time didn't shout it out.
Just keep inside, just worry to scare the person.


Recently never expect the person will reload hp credit to sms with me.
Kinda suprise... and do worry the person pocket $...


This been, don't know why.
I had the courage to type you MY in the msg.
Worry the person won't get it or understand it just skip it...
Never expect been get the words MYT...

Wow...  X)
it makes me smile from the bottom of my heart...
read once smile once... lol...
wth am I...



We been chit chat & webcaming in skype...
Well, evertime switch on my laptop... do will straightly on my skype in fb for now on...
It been as my habit....


Typing chit chat with words typing...
Shall said both of us taking the courage to ask each other...?
I think the person knew in early how do I feel...
I do get some suprise little sure answer... but do not sure as well...

Yah, I don't expect much...
Never.. and not dare to...
Must always remind myself...

宿醉—— Hangover (24/12/2011 - Xmas Eve - Avalon Marina Bay Sands)

Totally can said a crazy night...?

Not really...
I knew liquor is not useful on me...
Yeah, I drink a bottle of hoegarden before heading to party...
Brought out a bottle double black label + water as my 2nd drinks...

Arrive buddy hse, eat some spagetti + chicken...
as dinner....

taking cab to Avalon, Marina Bay Sands...

Yeah~ a place was planning for so long...

Meet up with frens, lending my arm to my fren who wear 10cm high heels...
walk slowly inside the mall...
We like celebrities catching every sight... lol...
*weird*
but used to it..? =P


bring frens inside 1st...
decide booking a table...
Wow... lucky day... was serving by a ang mor, Jade...
Her eyes is beautiful... lol
but is true...
ehem... the other PR was Iva...

Due to need to be wait another fren's frens...
ya...go out... wait...
was raining...
I was like a bz PR walk here & there to ask to plan to bring...
bla bla...
kinda lazy & bit frusted to wait when in this kind of sucks weather...

Kena raining...

Finally, everyone was arrive...
down to basement 2...
ya... keep waiting again...
due to the Inner PR, Jade didnt tell them...

at last... Luckily Davis (table reserve PR)
was help us to check... & a china PR... I think so...
finally get to get in...

Wow~
finally in...

IS time to party...
gals was getting crazy.....

Maybe was have 2 days need not to working...
It's first time been that relax... drink drank drunk...
dance dance dance...


Why, in long long time ago...
I was the one who need to take care others...
protecting those drinks... (in m'sia not safe... lol)
jaga bag... jaga ppl who drunk....help ppl who can't drink...

use my eyes looking & protecting my ex...
accompany her home / drive ppl home...
Well... this is responsible to taking care any1...



this turn time, is me...
never been this get drunk...
after around 7-8 years ago...



For this night...
thanks my old fren buddy (primary, secondary sch fren)
taking care me...


I been told that... when I get drunk...
I keep talking about my company things...
quote price.. send email... bla bla...

Yeah... been stress too much by this job...

Yeah... even job is as a Graphic Designer but...
Be a super multi-task designer...
Be Customer Services, Sales, Graphic Designer, Production, Cleaner.... bla bla...
sometimes / most time handle boss lazy job...


Huh~~
today was totally "No Heart" to work there...
Even, was good sales in today... around 4k business...

I knew, I'm really waiting for my ex colleague company...
God.. bless me...


And thanks that...today have a sweet dream to bright my day...
I knew is sweet... but I know I need control myself not dip in too much...
because I knew the end of the story...
so.. it's not better expect much...


Well... time to take bath... & get sleep early in tonight...
Night World.......

最小的事 。 最幸福的事

2011年12月16日

I watched a Super lovely & Cute scene when I'm walking down from the staircase.

A lil gal & A lil boy which was gonna separate going home.
Lil gal was following with her grandpa.
Lil boy was following his mum.


In before, each of them was stand on the different platform of the MRT.

The lil gal was smile loughly & happily run through to the boy, hugging him to said goodbye.
The lil boy do hugging the lil gal as well...
Smile happily & said goodbye too...

When the train was coming soon, the lil gal just running back to her grandpa there.
And she's just pass by my front... smile happily...
X)


This cute warm scene was bright up my day after working for so tired....and busy...

Such a good, warm & lovely moment to store in my memories... <3













在下Town时，也看了温馨的一幕...
一对 60-70岁的老伯伯和老太太 （打扮的挺 fashion 的~） XD
各自站一边等待 mrt...
虽然看见老太太叫着老伯伯过来...
但，老伯伯摆手示意的说不需要...

大家挤进 mrt内了...
老伯伯和老太太站着各自一方...
突然看见老伯伯从我后方走去老太太那里了...
原来，老太太为老伯伯留个位子...
多温暖啊...
也许老太太知道老伯伯的脚力不好吧...
看着老太太心急的叫老伯伯坐下...
老伯伯微笑说是的坐下...
=）



抵达地点了，
和老伯伯，老太太出闸口...
让着他们出先...

看着老伯伯护着老太太向前走...
然后，和老太太手牵手的走着...

看了，会心一笑...
多难的...多温馨...
后，赶时间... 走上 escalator 的 fast lane...
回头观望...
还是看见老伯伯护着老太太在前方...


=)



今天，这两小幕....
真的很温暖，温馨...
让人从心头笑起来....


最小的时，是最幸福的事....




又想了爸爸对妈妈的疼爱...
就是买妈妈最喜爱的东西给她...

也许，家里的遗传基因是如此...
都是把自己能力范围最好的给予对方...
买对方最喜爱的东西给另一半...


=)



最小，最简单，最平凡的事。

却是让人记着一辈子的事.....