29 / 12 / 2011 --- Untitle

Skyping with someone till late.

Was waking up on time, but off the alarm twice...
fall asleep, thought myself can be awake in later...

Once get up, holy...
I'm late...

Rushing brush teeth , washing face & clothes changing...
Run to mrt...
After upstair....
was looking a person who're looks familiar...

Ya, is your truly new lover for now on...
I knew he do recognise me...
Well... I don't know what had you talk bad or anything else about me to him...

Train arrive, go inside...
Yea, I do look at him up & down...
lol... sound like what...
In my heart & mind would think it scorn to...
how could he be... who's he..?
could let you fall for that much...?
Not tall, not good looking, not good taste in dressing...

Well well...
change a mind to think...
Wtf am I...
My heart & mind laugh at myself...
who you are ?
Do you think yourself really that good enough to compare with others?
NO...
I knew...

He could let you fall for...
for sure, has his own good way that I didn't have...
Ya... He's good to be...
I'm not..
=]



Well..........
was busying whole day....
Off work... walk to mrt station gonna take train home...
Was looking a pair of couple hand hold hand go downstair...

I really don't know why...
My mind my heart was afraid to hold someone hand...
I felt that being single is really much more better...
As what I had post the chinese post about 'if you're single'

Being single is good...
I'm not afraid to walk alone... being single do anything...
It been train to be tough when I'm still a child.
Live outside with granny only.

I really have not much childhood memories with family.
Just can view those childhood pictures & trying to flash back and think isn't really had happen this kind of thing ?

Ya, I can't blame anything or what else.
We're not rich... Parents was fight for our future life...
I knew...
Till secondary sch time, I broke my hand.
It's just start my life to go back home stay long.



I'm been usually all alone the time.
Have not much friend, when I really need someone to talk to.
I will out to balcony sit on the chair, talk with the sky & stars.
It's my life.
Just don't wish to bother or disturb anyone else.


Somemore, being so long for single in past & after break with you.
I really don't know how to communicate & mix in the person I like or admire.
Weird right.
Just try my best being good to treat all include my friends & buddies.



As grow up & facing too much...
You will feel & treat that....
all the thing is really doesn't matter....


Being single... being single...
I'm the person who are bored.. how to be..?
didn't bring back working news to tell another half due to don't wish to let another half worry much or anything...
just keep inside the heart...
Just don't wish to bother anyone...
I can afford it...

But somehow, this kind of thing I can talk with my friends...
Isn't any problem?
If I really lucky being love with someone...
Will I start to tell & talk everything to my another half...?

I think I need slowly change...
If I really been that lucky been love by someone...


Anyhow... I knew I need control myself not to dip in too fast & too dip...
Must remind myself... the end of the story...
Yeah... I should...
hhmm.... gambateh neh....

28 / 12 / 2011 ---- Unexpected

Should said is a happy or unexpected day ?


Yea, I do IM.
But lots time didn't shout it out.
Just keep inside, just worry to scare the person.


Recently never expect the person will reload hp credit to sms with me.
Kinda suprise... and do worry the person pocket $...


This been, don't know why.
I had the courage to type you MY in the msg.
Worry the person won't get it or understand it just skip it...
Never expect been get the words MYT...

Wow...  X)
it makes me smile from the bottom of my heart...
read once smile once... lol...
wth am I...



We been chit chat & webcaming in skype...
Well, evertime switch on my laptop... do will straightly on my skype in fb for now on...
It been as my habit....


Typing chit chat with words typing...
Shall said both of us taking the courage to ask each other...?
I think the person knew in early how do I feel...
I do get some suprise little sure answer... but do not sure as well...

Yah, I don't expect much...
Never.. and not dare to...
Must always remind myself...

宿醉—— Hangover (24/12/2011 - Xmas Eve - Avalon Marina Bay Sands)

Totally can said a crazy night...?

Not really...
I knew liquor is not useful on me...
Yeah, I drink a bottle of hoegarden before heading to party...
Brought out a bottle double black label + water as my 2nd drinks...

Arrive buddy hse, eat some spagetti + chicken...
as dinner....

taking cab to Avalon, Marina Bay Sands...

Yeah~ a place was planning for so long...

Meet up with frens, lending my arm to my fren who wear 10cm high heels...
walk slowly inside the mall...
We like celebrities catching every sight... lol...
*weird*
but used to it..? =P


bring frens inside 1st...
decide booking a table...
Wow... lucky day... was serving by a ang mor, Jade...
Her eyes is beautiful... lol
but is true...
ehem... the other PR was Iva...

Due to need to be wait another fren's frens...
ya...go out... wait...
was raining...
I was like a bz PR walk here & there to ask to plan to bring...
bla bla...
kinda lazy & bit frusted to wait when in this kind of sucks weather...

Kena raining...

Finally, everyone was arrive...
down to basement 2...
ya... keep waiting again...
due to the Inner PR, Jade didnt tell them...

at last... Luckily Davis (table reserve PR)
was help us to check... & a china PR... I think so...
finally get to get in...

Wow~
finally in...

IS time to party...
gals was getting crazy.....

Maybe was have 2 days need not to working...
It's first time been that relax... drink drank drunk...
dance dance dance...


Why, in long long time ago...
I was the one who need to take care others...
protecting those drinks... (in m'sia not safe... lol)
jaga bag... jaga ppl who drunk....help ppl who can't drink...

use my eyes looking & protecting my ex...
accompany her home / drive ppl home...
Well... this is responsible to taking care any1...



this turn time, is me...
never been this get drunk...
after around 7-8 years ago...



For this night...
thanks my old fren buddy (primary, secondary sch fren)
taking care me...


I been told that... when I get drunk...
I keep talking about my company things...
quote price.. send email... bla bla...

Yeah... been stress too much by this job...

Yeah... even job is as a Graphic Designer but...
Be a super multi-task designer...
Be Customer Services, Sales, Graphic Designer, Production, Cleaner.... bla bla...
sometimes / most time handle boss lazy job...


Huh~~
today was totally "No Heart" to work there...
Even, was good sales in today... around 4k business...

I knew, I'm really waiting for my ex colleague company...
God.. bless me...


And thanks that...today have a sweet dream to bright my day...
I knew is sweet... but I know I need control myself not dip in too much...
because I knew the end of the story...
so.. it's not better expect much...


Well... time to take bath... & get sleep early in tonight...
Night World.......

最小的事 。 最幸福的事

2011年12月16日

I watched a Super lovely & Cute scene when I'm walking down from the staircase.

A lil gal & A lil boy which was gonna separate going home.
Lil gal was following with her grandpa.
Lil boy was following his mum.


In before, each of them was stand on the different platform of the MRT.

The lil gal was smile loughly & happily run through to the boy, hugging him to said goodbye.
The lil boy do hugging the lil gal as well...
Smile happily & said goodbye too...

When the train was coming soon, the lil gal just running back to her grandpa there.
And she's just pass by my front... smile happily...
X)


This cute warm scene was bright up my day after working for so tired....and busy...

Such a good, warm & lovely moment to store in my memories... <3













在下Town时，也看了温馨的一幕...
一对 60-70岁的老伯伯和老太太 （打扮的挺 fashion 的~） XD
各自站一边等待 mrt...
虽然看见老太太叫着老伯伯过来...
但，老伯伯摆手示意的说不需要...

大家挤进 mrt内了...
老伯伯和老太太站着各自一方...
突然看见老伯伯从我后方走去老太太那里了...
原来，老太太为老伯伯留个位子...
多温暖啊...
也许老太太知道老伯伯的脚力不好吧...
看着老太太心急的叫老伯伯坐下...
老伯伯微笑说是的坐下...
=）



抵达地点了，
和老伯伯，老太太出闸口...
让着他们出先...

看着老伯伯护着老太太向前走...
然后，和老太太手牵手的走着...

看了，会心一笑...
多难的...多温馨...
后，赶时间... 走上 escalator 的 fast lane...
回头观望...
还是看见老伯伯护着老太太在前方...


=)



今天，这两小幕....
真的很温暖，温馨...
让人从心头笑起来....


最小的时，是最幸福的事....




又想了爸爸对妈妈的疼爱...
就是买妈妈最喜爱的东西给她...

也许，家里的遗传基因是如此...
都是把自己能力范围最好的给予对方...
买对方最喜爱的东西给另一半...


=)



最小，最简单，最平凡的事。

却是让人记着一辈子的事.....

2 / 7 / 2011

今天

是自己在这世界上

度过了四分之一的世纪。

说长不长，说短也不是很短。

该怎么说呢？

幼稚园 > 小学 > 中学 > 学院 > 大学

不知不觉中，

经历了那么多…

也进入社会工作了…

我想，

我是幸运的。

仍然活着…

有完整的肢体，

虽然，有些残缺。

但至少，还能看，能听，能说，能吃，能唱，能呼吸，能走，能跳，能跑….

有个完整家庭。

虽然不是大富大贵，

但，足够生活能对自己好。

看着身边的人仍然健全的活着。

虽然，有小病缠绕。

但，小病是福吧~

提醒自己，是时候让自己休息休养，照顾好自己。

自己所经历的，

还有身子的不好，

随着岁月的增进，内心的成长，思想的变化，

知道要更爱自己….

当然，仍然记得家人对自己说的…

“要记得顾自己多点，不要只顾着别人…”

对呀，

我忽略自己太久了…

忘了好好的爱自己和照顾自己…

如今，

我也变了…

变自私点吧~

Sayang 自己先…

也许，自私一词

乍听下去，好像不是好的词。

但，还是爱自己先吧~

受伤了的自己

在近几年来，慢慢的填补那个伤口。

虽然，仍不懂够不够稳固。

至少，

脑袋的程序

随着时间的转动，

自动的慢慢的让我一点点的遗忘…

虽然，

我知道..

有时候某个模式，某个场景…

会让我忆起某个时刻的回忆…

今年

和 Angel, 一个从网络到现实认识6年有多的知己..

静静的平淡的庆祝..

也不算庆祝…

只是如往常 meet & gather 一样…

大家相约于 Mid Valley 相见。

在等待 Angel parking 位子时

自己快速的走去 Zara & Topman 逛逛看看…

以便待会搞赏自己的生日礼物~~~

XD

Erm…

巡回了一场…

知道自己要的是什么了…

啊~

好久没有 shopping 了~

过后

致电给 Angel 说于中心点见面…

见面了，Angel 送上了份礼物。

谢谢她~

今天开始了吃喝逛的日子~

哈哈哈….

XD

第一，   一起去寻找 ‘贡茶’

为何知道？

因为看见 《空中飞人》的照片…

哈哈~

终于，寻找到了，尝试了~

果然~！！！

真的很好喝…

三种喝法~

很特别…

在享受奶盖贡茶的时候

我们也拍摄了不少照片

可惜呀~ （卡片问题… 全都没了… >.<~~~  )

接着…

拿着奶盖奶茶…

边走边 window shopping… 哈哈哈…

在The Gardens 发现了 moo moo cow 的 yogurt 好好吃哦~！！！！

可惜，我们喝了奶茶… 很饱了….

但，真的还真很贵啦~

边走边喝边聊天

要去 midvalley 了

从底层的 food court 经过…

看见了 Cha Time

Angel 看见了有芋头奶茶的 Banner..

吸引了她..

接着

我们也购买 Cha Time 来喝了~

还不错~~

哈哈…

今天真的是喝茶饱~~

XD

喝完了 Cha Time 的奶茶

逛了midvalley 一圈

看了看手表

啊~快4 -5点了

后，争取时间去了 Zara 和 Topman

买了自己想要已久的衣裤…

X)

Shopping 的感觉真好~~~

但，钱也飞的很快~~~  ><

在其中，

一位久违的朋友致电给 Angel

问她空闲约会吗~

哈哈…

当然不得空咯，今天的时间是给我的~~ XD

过后，也约好在某个地点相见…

后

去停车场取车了~

走出停车场的门口时…

站在外边吸烟的一个马来员工

看见我们俩…

很惊讶的说

我们很像~

哈哈哈….

问我们说是不是情侣？家属？

看来，我们真的很像 huh…?

因为以前放过我们的照片，朋友们都问说过…

在车上，

和Angel 说

倘若她的双胞胎妹妹来了…

那，我们三个是不是更加让人惊讶？

哈哈哈…

XD

在等待久违的朋友时

原来对方还没准备好…

那，我们只好去 Pavilion了~~

由于很多地方的 Parking fees 都很贵…

然而，幸运的我们找到了一处泊车处…

后，

我们用“11号车”启程去金河广场了…

绕了绕，顺道走去Pavilion 了…

啊~

发现了一个很美的 building…

会变不同颜色的，配合不同规则的形状，

真的很美丽~

很多人都停步于前，在前拍照留念…

当 Angel 去 Uniqlo, 看衣服时

自己也拍摄了

可惜，也没有了…

照片没了…

只好留待回忆里吧~

虽然，不懂能储蓄多久…

那，

就用文字来留念吧~~

后，

步走去 Pavilion 了…

走了一圈…

也没怎样…

我们的肚子，还是饱饱满满的…

无法吃我们都爱的 snowflake…

=)

留待下次吧~

哈哈..

伤过的足部累了..

停留在栏杆前

看见了一个美容产品的 road show…

发现有水在流动着…

好惊艳哦~

哈哈…

也无聊着..

夜色渐深了…

我们也要走回停车场了..

突然，Angel 说要介绍我好吃的 ‘咖喱鱼蛋’

在 Low yat 前的小小店摊…

原来是那个地方…

哈哈…

自己也曾在那儿吃过…

后，

自己也介绍了她好喝的酸梅汤…

x)

我们俩，一起分享吃着9颗咖喱鱼蛋和一杯冰冻的酸梅汤~

啊~

可真是人生一大享受…

虽然不是什么名贵食物和高级餐厅…

但，只要好的心情，心态…

就够了…

我，很容易满足的~

虽然，平淡但知足…

吃饱饱后

也去停车场取车，回 Sunway 去了~

因为那个老朋友还没有准备好~

哈哈…

老朋友致电说会和另一朋友到来…

要吸食 Shisa…

Erm… 我们都不喜欢…

加上看见 MOS 有免费进场…

哈哈…

我们就进去了..

好多印度人哦~  @.@

也看见人潮不如从前了…

是因为星期六的关系吗？

还是因为不是 Ladies Night…?

太久没有进去了…

也叫了 1 bucket hoegaarden…

Erm… 不好喝，超难喝的…

假酒… ==”’

唉~

算了吧~

“顶硬上”一起分着喝完了…

也帮 Angel 解决了一瓶…

啊~  @.@

烂酒，喝的不舒服…

=(

还好…

当晚的音乐真的很不错…

Angel 不太想跳~

没办法咯~

我们也出去了…

去 Meet 老朋友了…

在 Station 1…

我们见面了…

聊天了…

嗅觉到相似的味道…

和 Angel 说了..

克制了…

哈哈~

虽然昨天给面子 Liqi 破戒了…

但，还是要克制…

否则，那可有资格劝说身边如此的朋友呢？

时间不知不觉的流逝了

Angel 和 她男友发生了些事情

听她唠叨了…

述说了…

也劝说回家吧~

夜易深了…

后，和朋友分开了…

但，也谢谢老朋友愿意收留我~

哈哈哈…

毕竟，在另一朋友那头太远了…

老朋友，谢谢你…

U know who you are…

Angel 也送我回酒店了…

分开前…

和她一个拥抱了…

谢谢她，谢谢她的陪伴…礼物…友谊…

一切一切的…

也劝说她别伤心和不开心于和男友的不和…

看着 Angel 驾车回了..

也安心了..

走路回酒店楼层了..

洗刷后，

对镜子的自己给了个微笑…

躺在床上，和自己到了个晚安…

世界，晚安了…

婆婆，愿你也安心放心的安息了…

超过 90 的你，我们该微笑…

不该悲伤…

=]